Anonymous asked: Are you going to "The Beatles: The Lost Concert" movie premier in a few weeks?
I guess… No
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“Someday I’ll thread my wife better than a queen”
Then I realize that I’m not his wife and maybe I am not his ‘someday’ so he’ll never thread me like a queen.
Then I fell funny when, wheen I started iri sama gaya pacarannya orang lain :|
How their boy pasang-pasang avatar foto sama pacarnya, how their boy pasang dp foto pacarnya, how their boy always gave a little surprise when their monthlyversary. When when when my boy never gonna do. When she was spending saturday night with their boyfriend, and I just spending my saturday night with my smiling doll. When I pasang his photo or our photo, then he pasang Raisa’s or Andien’s or another to be his display picture. I just smiling because when I protest he will get mad and langsung masang dp fotoku atau foto kita, padahal itu kepaksa. Why on earth? I dislike it, I don’t want it. And in the end I just reassured myself that envy it’s not the best way to show what I’m feelin, but in this way I always shown it.
It’s not only my relationship, but also your relationship.
Ini lucu, bagaimana aku merasa aku terlalu peduli dengan hubungan ini, terlalu ingin menghabiskan waktu dengannya, terlalu ingin mencetak banyak kenangan, terlalu ingin mengabadikan setiap kejadian, terlalu ingin hubungan ini menciptakan senyuman ketika diingat….. dan aku menyadari hal-hal itulah yang justru membuatku sakit hati. Seharusnya dia sadar, aku sudah berusaha terlalu keras.
Just let it flow, or let it go?
This relationship is really sucks, but it’s really funny how I still wanna be there with him, how I still wanna hold him. No matter what
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Circles, we’re going in circles
Dizzy’s all it makes us
We know where it takes us
We’ve been before
Closer, maybe looking closer
There’s more to discover
Find out what went wrong
Without blaming each other
Think that we got more time
When we’re falling behind
Gotta make up our minds
Or else we’ll play, play, play all the same old games
And we wait, wait, wait for the end to change
And we take, take, take it for granted that we’ll be the same
But we’re making all the same mistakes
Wake up, we both need to wake up
Maybe if we face up to this
We can make it through this
Closer, maybe we’ll be closer
Stronger than we were before, yeah
Make this something more, yeah
Think that we got more time
When we’re falling behind
Gotta make up our minds
Or else we’ll play, play, play all the same old games
And we wait, wait, wait for the end to change
And we take, take, take it for granted that we’ll be the same
But we’re making all the same mistakes
Yeah, yeah, that’s what crazy is
When it’s broken, you say there’s nothing to fix
And you pray, pray, pray
That everything will be okay
While you’re making all the same mistakes
Don’t look back,
But if we don’t look back
We’re only learning then
How to make all the same mistakes again
So we play, play, play on the same all games (same old games)
And we wait, wait, wait for the end to change (when nothing’s gonna change)
And we take, take, take it for granted that we’ll be the same (nothing’s gonna be the same)
But we’re making all the same mistakes
Yeah, yeah, that’s what crazy is (crazy is)
When it’s broken, you say there’s nothing to fix (there’s nothing to fix)
And you pray, pray, pray (oh)
That everything will be okay (everything will be okay)
While you’re making all the same mistake
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Kenapa harus takut?
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Di balik keliman terbaik dalam jalinan benang-benang halus yang kau sebut dengan rindu yang tak berkesudahan. Yang harusnya segera kau tangkap namun hatimu tak mengijinkan. Lalu aku, berusaha untuk mengekang rindu itu sendiri agar tidak lagi mengusikmu. Agar dunia bisa menyentuhmu dengan bebas, dan menawarkanmu permen-permen manis yang kadang mereka sebut sebagai kebahagiaan. Maka aku akan menyimpan permen asam itu untukku sendiri, dan berdiri di sini mengawasimu dari kejauhan
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Aku sedang berusaha membuka lipatan-lipatan kecil, perlahan seperti gambar buram berceceran
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Aku berusaha menghirup udara segar sekarang, tapi yang kurasa justru hanyalah rasa sesak di dalam sana. Entah karena apa
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Perubahan-perubahan kecil ini membunuh hatiku pelan-pelan
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Lalu aku terlanjur mati, begitu pula harapan-harapan tadi
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Aku hanya diam, mengira-ira apa yang selanjutnya terjadi dan bagaimana nantinya semua ini berakhir
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